I think it has been more than a year since I last was here. Started doing martial arts. Hikki no more. But it is not enough.I need to get a soulcrushing job, move out, and get drugs.It is the only way. Defcon 3, if not 2.I had good soulful times (unir

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Update (blogpost) Anonymous 04/07/25(Mon)00:41:34 No.161599

I think it has been more than a year since I last was here.
Started doing martial arts. Hikki no more. But it is not enough.
I need to get a soulcrushing job, move out, and get drugs.
It is the only way. Defcon 3, if not 2.

I had good soulful times (unironically, looking back) on here but those days are gone too now.

I am always restless. Doom dread anxiety stress depression. I can only distract my mind with busywork and surface-level entertainment.

I can't "get mentally" into anything. There is something wrong with my mind, cognition, something. I must be sick in some way. I try to fix myself.

I thought this place would be gone by now.

I leave.

Anonymous 04/07/25(Mon)01:18:59 No.161601

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We're still here, and we'll be here when you come back. I know how you're feeling, been there many times myself. It's always darkest before the dawn. YGMI
I stay

Anonymous 04/07/25(Mon)04:31:41 No.161606

Don't drug yourself to death 'non.

Anonymous 04/07/25(Mon)05:53:59 No.161610

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>>161599
Stay away from drugs. Unless maybe it's something non-addictive and entheogenic like mushrooms and you're going into the experience with serious intent.

Anonymous 04/07/25(Mon)11:48:27 No.161619

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>>161599
>I can't "get mentally" into anything
Time to "get into" a job application LMAOOOOO

Anonymous 04/07/25(Mon)12:57:11 No.161622

>>161619
For buttsex?

Anonymous 04/07/25(Mon)15:29:20 No.161623

>>161599
>I am always restless. Doom dread anxiety stress depression. I can only distract my mind with busywork and surface-level entertainment.
ADD induced anxiety that induces depression, I suffer from the same.

Don't do drugs, you'll regret it.

Anonymous 04/07/25(Mon)17:41:39 No.161630

>>161622
It'd make you more money than your broke ass is currently making and it's not like you'd mind it.

Anonymous 04/07/25(Mon)21:25:15 No.161637

OP here again.

I'm taking bica, I think as soon my transition gets better I can find another transgirl or cis girl to suck my clit.

I leave.

Anonymous 05/10/25(Sat)03:48:37 No.163870