/dunk/ - Off topic

I realized when i turned 30 it was over, i was in for the long haul.
Is it fate? maybe a little, but at the same time i realize its also due to lack of action being taken by your own self. you realize no one is going to come and save you, your choices are take action or rot.

in my 20s i used to relate to the character Yakuza from MDYD-908, the ending made me hype, like thats me, im going to do it too, im going to break out of this, but i never did.

So i have embraced being a yakuza on 8chan, its not too bad, whats the point of life anyways? to work yourself to death so you have 20 years of retirement when you get old?

I have all the time in the world, to get in shape, to read books, to learn things, to make things. Im big into poetry and painting.