>>159486Real Nuzach here, I need to be finally honest. The Ramon's life story a beautiful one, he is a legend, the last true porn star living the American Dream, a modern day Scarface. Sometimes I wish I could be him or at very least I wish he was a darker shade of coon or at least that he wasn't so loved by the bogeymen that I hate. If it weren't for these things I would love Ramon deeply without the mixture of love and hate that I feel for him. I also hate and love Gahoole, Essayfag and Yakuza at the same time, it's hard for me not to feel emotional conflicts because I'm a closet homo and failed normalfag.