No.171910
>>171909This, you should watch more BBC porn OP, you'll fit in on tee vee chan dot moses better
No.171914
This seems like a bot thread but let me say that It's never too late, but the damage has been done, also being attracted to teenage girls doesn't make you a pedophile anon. The fact that you are consistently not fapping shows that you have a resolve against your addiction. Coming from one addict to another, the desire never really goes away, you just gotta fight or control it. The Futashit is often a pipeline to transgenderism but at the same time I see plenty of autistic porn addicts having told me in the past that it's not, either way you only looked at one video, it's bad terrible, good thing you never got into race-play cuck porn that makes your own race look bad.
No.171921
>>171920Do you recommend that I get therapy instead? Where else am I supposed to go to vent my issues out?
No.171922
>>171914>the damage has been doneI can sort of agree here. As long as I abstain, it shouldn't be the worst thing ever.
No.171923
>>171921Therapy is a waste of time for the most part as you already accept what you did. Also therapist can and will hold things against you, they collect info on you like feds.
>>171922Either that or control it but its usually very hard to control something like porn addiction. My best for of control was james rolfing:
<really I just don't have the time to jerk it….<5:40 anyways! No.171924
>>171923>collect infoI have heard about them doing this, but is it for all porn cases or just the worst ones?
No.171925
>>171923>accept what you didAlso to add on: When you mean by accept, do you mean that I accept being a coomer-brained degen, or accept that i am a fag/pedo? I 100% accept the coomerbrain label but not the second one.
No.171926
>>171925I don't even think you are a pedo/fag anon. I AM A coombrain as well.
No.171927
>>171924They collect all info on you, all of it for purposes of diagnosing/helping but its also used by gov to find identify potential enemies of the state.
No.171928
OP, you're a cocksucking faggot, and not for beating your meat to futa. You're being entirely neurotic about quite milquetoast porn and the masturbation that comes with it. To put it simply, no one gives a flying fuck about what you jack off to. Fapping to futa isn't gay (unless it's futa without the pussy because that is gay - all futas must have both pussy and dick). Fapping to schoolgirls doesn't mean you're the next Peter Scully. Just keep that shit under control and don't masturbate every day, and you'll be good to go.
No.171953
>>171952
I'm beginning to think you're a low-functioning autistic.
No.171959
This is your leader. You need to stop.
No.171961
>>171953He is a low functioning brownoid subhuman.
No.171964
>>171952
You are insane
No.171966
One time I had to let the maintenance man in my apartment, and I was watching "The Gods Must Be Crazy" that day. When he came in to do his routine was during the part of the movie where the White woman is taking a bucket bath out in the bush and the bushman nig is watching her bathe from a bush, she screams when he walks out. The maintenance dude had such a "WTF" look on his face at first, I remember laughing while it was happening and thinking "I bet he thinks I'm watching the intro to some cuck porn or something, lmao". It was a really funny situation.
No.171967
>>171966>When he came in to do his routine was during the part of the movie where the White woman is taking a bucket bath out in the bush and the bushman nig is watching her bathe from a bush, she screams when he walks out.Did you have it queued up to that scene on purpose?
No.171970
>>171967No, it was just random chance. It was funny
No.171971
>>171970Regardless, that maintenance man will always think you're some kind of coomer cuck, and that you had it queued up that way on purpose.
No.171978
Is it normal for straight women to watch lesbian porn?
No.171980
>>171979
>reencoded again
rent free
No.171981
>>171979
You have lost your motherfucking mind
No.171999
Futa is the only relatively degenerate thing here . This isnt even bad lmao
No.172000
>>171999my only concern with the futa part is whether just watching that one video means that im a fag forever. some people say that being a fag means a repeated habit of watching gay porn. some also say that once you watch one your're considered gay or some shit. I shouldn't be worried about this considering these things happened when i was a kid or in high school.
No.172001
>>172000Futashit is bad, it can be the turning point for some, you watched one video and haven't looked at it since.
No.172002
>>171998>mods so asshurt they started to edit user postslmfao
No.172003
>>172002>obnoxious spammer acting self righteousHang yourself, you are a disgrace to your probably mongoloid or negroid ancestors
No.172103
>>171908i don't know what your worst case scenario means but you don't sound very fucked. i was older than you when i started watching porn but got into interracial and gay/tranny porn.
No.172108
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No.172112
>>172103Everybody here is probably an interracial cuck porn enthusiast, tbh
No.172118
>>172103the worst case scenario was the following:
>cheating wife comic>oh wow this wife is naughty and wants to fuck a dude with a big sized dick>and she has a small daughter too>wait, what?And the small daughter gets involved in the sex act. that was some 9/11 shit right there. i was so into the MILF character, so what i did was find a version of the comic without the daughter, but couldn't. so i ended up either covering the daughter with my hand so that only the MILF was visible, or i just scrolled the page up just enough so that i can see the mom's face only. Even though I avoided the messed up portion, I still felt like shit afterwards.
Another comic I didn't mention was jerking off to a gangbang with a pink haired chick with a skirt. I was so engrossed by the pure hell in that picture that I wanted to jerk to it. Then I noticed that she had a dick. At the time (years ago), I thought she was a "freak" and the author was trying to push some weird shit. So I covered the dick part up and reimagined that she was an actual woman. Then years later when I saw this same comic again when surfing the web, the tags listed some yaoi-crossdressing shit and didn't realize how stupid I was.
One more thing I didn't menion in the original post was that I fapped to horse x woman porn and even AI generated (hentai or realisitc) porn. There were times I felt guilty that the women in these AI pics looked too "youthful", even with visible boobs/ass. That was when I had to quit for real.
No.172148
>>171908>put fingers over it to imagine legal version>h-her canon is 18sure sure
No.172157
>>172148I acknowledge that what I did was still creepy. But is me being on nofap not worthy of something?
No.172192
>>172182Id be happy with being a scout for new white talent to be featured on dogfart, BLACKED, etc
No.172256
I hope you stay on your nofap lane.
>jlullaby
I fapped to Shadman's work when I was a mid-late teenager. I probably stopped perusing his site around 19 I think. Whenever the Shadman came up, I always assumed that I fapped to the legal stuff and never got worried. Then some years later, I decided to look back on his old works and see if I can remember which ones I specifically fapped to. I then realized that I fapped to
>incredibles incest comic
>comics where a young boy fucks his big tits stepmom or his cheerleader stepsis
The second one is actually considered to be bad works since it involves a kid. Then I remembered that those times, I just self-inserted myself into the young boy and just assumed it was 'okay' (it's not).
I am a little worried. I hope I didn't fap to any lolicon bullshit that Shadman made. Either way, I was a stupid horny teenager and I haven't used such messed up works of his for many years now. I don't know if the world can forgive me. I need to move on.
No.172257
>>172256>realized what I fapped torealized some of the things I fapped to were
No.172258
>>172256I'm calling Poe's Law. I don't believe anyone here genuinely feels bad about fapping to cartoons.
No.172259
>>172258yeah but if said cartoons can fall into the law, then some guilt is to be expressed. my case is that as long as i don't keep doing it (like OP), i should be ok. people went to jail for shit like this.
No.172260
>>172259So you're not actually remorseful, you just don't want to go to jail. That makes more sense.
No.172261
>>172259No I do feel remorseful when I realize that drawing a kid in any adult situations is not okay, however at the time I thought it was just a cartoon.
No.172262
>>172261I'm not into it personally, but I feel art should have no limits under the First Amendment. I find real adult porn more disgusting, since it's a form of prostitution
No.172263
>>172262Art that is publicized can leave an effect on young impressionable minds. I wouldn't call drawn porn as 'art', but you do you anon.
No.172264
>>172263>Art that is publicized can leave an effect on young impressionable minds.That's the parents' responsibility to keep their kids away from porn, not government. Once a kid gets to a sexually curious age though, there's not much the parents can do to prevent them from having sex, let alone look at porn.
>I wouldn't call drawn porn as 'art', but you do you anon.Any visual work which required skill to make is art. You can find something repulsive, but it's still art. Some might say Shadman was misguided, but he was very talented. Today, with AI, we take artists like him for granted.
No.172302
>>172264>anyWrong.
>required skill to makeWho is the judge of such a thing?
No.172308
>>172302If it's something significantly better than the average untrained person could produce, it's skilled.