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>>172121
I inadvertently witnessed a drug deal last night in my neighborhood, I dreamt that the nigger drug dealer came after me because he thought I snitched. I was promising him I would never tell, then I got transported into the midst of urban warfare in some city, looked like Miami at night, and we were taking cover from gunfire and shooting back and forth.

>>172122
P cool dream. I think there must be a lot of us dreaming military themes as a practice for the real thing that is coming soon to all White lands. That first part about talking to the dealer in dream might have been for real like you two actually talking IRL. I think the dream world and real world are definitely connected somehow.

My battlefield had a lot of different types of terrain. We did a good job keeping them pinned down to near their HQ but our right flank was weak and they started to break thru the line on that side. I was on left flank, attempting to get behind their main artillery position that was giving us hell, but lost comms with right flank sniper team and recon team early on. Me and my spotter made fast work of them, racking up 8 or 9 kills on that side, but the dense woods near their HQ and main artillery position I was attacking was hard to traverse, and that's around the area I got killed at.

>>172125
I had another dream after that. I went into a VR arcade, the machines were like the pod type ones you sit in, although there was a headset involved. The game was a photorealistic dating sim type game, I was at some kind of farm or fall festival and there were cute girls I was talking to. I was driving a car or tractor or something along the dirt road, and the car veered off and went into the ditch and hit a wooden fence. I was getting the girls to help me lift up the car, and then a sense of dread came over me, that I was about to get into trouble, for DUI or something, although I wasn't drinking in the dream. That escalated to a sense of dread that I was unsafe in the VR arcade, I was there in the middle of the night, it was like a 24-hour business, but there was no security, there were other machines, but nobody was playing them. I was afraid someone would just walk into the arcade and start shooting, and I had to quit the game and leave, this probably related to the earlier dream, and the fear of the drug dealer coming after me.

>>172127
>Fall festival dating sim
Reminds me of Harvest Moon haha. Comfy games. I played the N64 one a lot. As for the rest of your dream, you need to overcome your fears by facing them head-on methinks. Death has no sting and we are Eternal beings

I had a dream last night that there was a Miami Vice reboot back in the '90s that was set in the 1890s. The two lead actors looked nothing like the ones from the original show. I feel like my dreams have gotten weirder since I started using the Gateway tapes.

>>172132
>using the Gateway tapes
I'd be wary of those. It smacks of MKULTRA

>>172134
They were already around by the time the CIA got interested in trying to use them for their own ends. I don't think there's anything nefarious about them, and I would definitely rather trust the Gateway Experience than traditional magic. It's more straight to the point while also still having safeguards in place (the affirmation, Energy Conversion Box, and REBAL). I've been doing SyncCreation more than the Gateway Experience itself lately and have only worked my way up to Focus 12, but I haven't had any bad experiences. So far it's really just helped me meditate better. I also don't need the recordings to get to Focus 10 or 12 anymore. I can just lay down, do the prep work, and get into the right state without much effort.

>>172137
>I would definitely rather trust the Gateway Experience than traditional magic
Why? Genuinely curious. I've had good results with magic

>>172140
I feel like the streamlined nature of it makes it easier to know and understand what's supposed to be going on. As an outsider, all the ritualism of high magic comes across as opaque to me. I also don't think I'd care much for all the ceremony on a psychological level. Since all the ritualism is there to get you in the right state of mind while also not appealing to me, I think it would backfire on me and make me feel like I'd be summoning a demon or something.

>>172143
Spells aren't necessary for that. By the way, why do you act like you're "based" but constantly attack "Nazis" and "chuds" while pedestalizing buck negroes?

>>172142
Fair play to you if it works. I prefer a bit of ritual personally but I'm not knocking you. If it works, more power to you

I had a dream recently that there was a TV showing Sesame Street or a similar show with a guest. At first I thought it was Christian Bale dressed like Patrick Bateman in the Paul Allen murder scene. As I kept looking at it, I realized it was an actor playing Theodor Herzl. He then broke out into a rap song about Zionism while a Frankenstein monster in a Pee-wee Herman outfit danced in the background.

Earlier today I dreamt I was at a DMV that was on the California coast. There was a beach right outside it where a bunch of people were standing around enjoying the ocean. They weren't dressed for swimming or anything. It's like they just happened to be in the area and decided to pop in. Some killer whales intentionally came up to the shore, and the whole crowd walked toward them to get a better look. I was standing there watching from a distance and noticed there was a seal in the middle of the throng who had joined them. After that part of the dream was over, I dreamt that I was walking back to my car. It was some weird green vehicle shaped like a sausage or a round-tipped missile and was really long. It wasn't curved like a Wienermobile and looked more like some kind of sleek, retrofuturistic Streamline Moderne concept car. Now that I think about it, a better comparison would be the towers of the Emerald City in The Wizard of Oz. It was the same shape and color and had the same shiny look to it. My mom was in the driver's seat, except she was Japanese for some reason. She told me that some nice Chinese people helped her get some good deals in the grocery store. I think they were in the car with her too. I remember something about looking in the trunk, and then I walked up to the driver's door. It was so high up that my mom hit some button that activated some kind of weird, modular, self-assembling stairway system so I could get into the driver's seat. It was like a smaller version of the emergency staircases you'd see outside of old apartment buildings. I don't know how I was supposed to get inside with her in my seat, but I think the dream ended there. I don't know much about cars, but it was pretty cool.

>>172265
Lmao @ the theo herzl dream. I like your whale dream. I have been having dreams lately of orcas and the ocean. I dislike seals though. Black-eyed demon creatures. Mine have been fairly mundane lately. For the past few years or so, I've been having this problem, I can't tell my recurrent dreams and things that happen in them apart from events from my past, they get mixed up. Eventually after enough thought, I can piece together the real from the dream most of the time. Whales kinda spook me a little tbh, the sounds they make are eerie. Majestic animals though

>>172266
>I dislike seals though. Black-eyed demon creatures.
Seals are neat. I love them.
>Mine have been fairly mundane lately.
I was that way for a long time. I remember once having a dream where I was sitting in the dining room eating a burger, and that was the extent of it. More weird ones were few and far between back then. I've also been really lucky in that I don't think I've had a true nightmare in a long time. I definitely have bad dreams, but they feel almost closer to playing a video game and having a bad experience than the sheer horror of a proper nightmare. I did have sleep paralysis once or twice a long time ago though.
>I can't tell my recurrent dreams and things that happen in them apart from events from my past, they get mixed up.
I've had similar issues with dreams messing with my perception of time. I'll have dreams that I initially think are following up on thematically similar dreams I've had in the past, but then when I stop and think about it I'm not quite sure whether or not I actually had the previous dreams. It could just be that I'm confused, but it makes me wonder if dreams are taking place on a plane outside of linear time. Or at least doesn't work the way it does in an ordinary state of consciousness.

>>172267
>Seals are neat. I love them.
Agree to disagree here but I love most animals!
>I remember once having a dream where I was sitting in the dining room eating a burger, and that was the extent of it.
I'll be having ones like: "I wash the dishes" or its just me going to the grocery store and the dream ends. The simple task of going shopping or doing household chores scretched out over a 8 hour sleep, lol.
>nightmares, paralysis, etc
I don't want to talk about this, I've had some very vivid and pants-shitting terror experiences here. I think its tied to PTSD. Hellish stuff. Do you sleep with your socks on? That can induce paralysis, don't do that. And don't sleep like a plank completely flat on your back either.
>I've had similar issues with dreams messing with my perception of time
This happens to me a lot too. My perception of time is just shot to shit in general though. I feel like in a way, that I have transcended time itself and become plugged into an Eternal version of myself. I've been NEET 10+ years, probably has a lot to do with it, kek. I feel like I'm living my life more in the past or in the future (it switches depending on whichever one I wanna focus on) than in the present and my consciousness is more connected with another plane of existence than this one.
>it makes me wonder if dreams are taking place on a plane outside of linear time
They are. Its another reality of sorts. I'm not sure myself what to call it but I've had astral projection and remote viewing experiences, ESP, lucid dreams. The dreamworld might be us preparing for what comes after death, for a new life somewhere besides Earth, is my best guess. Or maybe its us switching consciousnesses into another version of ourselves on another level of Being. I don't think nobody alive really knows something like that for certain. I sure don't, lmao. Have not astral projected in ages though, and quite frankly, wouldn't want to again. Wanna be in control of myself at all times, ain't leaving no vessel, ain't listening to no machine elves, ain't praying to no Cthulu horror from Beyond, simple as. Lucid dreams are fun though, I love them. I like to fly around and then sometimes I will use my dream world like its GTA and I'm racking up stars and fleeing the cops lol. Its easy to re-create video games inside a lucid dream, try it sometime!
>Time
I think there is a guiding principle that dictates life above Time, above our current understanding. What even is time? Our ancient forebears used seasons, used day and night to track time but its a very strange and abstract thing to deeply consider, and I feel like it is a trap and impediment we should overcome to become something Better.

>>172269
>Do you sleep with your socks on
Yeah, I'm too cold most of the year not to. I think what set me off was having a phase where I was trying to learn astral projection with binaural beats. I remember once lying down with my eyes closed trying to sleep and getting this intense feeling of fear. I felt like there was something in my room with me walking around, but I wasn't about to open my eyes and find out.

Now I'm just trying to ease myself into astral projection and similar phenomena to try to prepare myself for death. I want to know what I'm getting into and hopefully avoid a fate like reincarnation. Now that I've learned to get into a Focus 12 state, I'm trying to learn manifestation. It makes me feel like my consciousness is diffused, and it seems like it could be effective for that. Supposedly your brain is in alpha at that point, and I think that might be the kind of thing Neville Goddard was talking about when he referred to going into a "state akin to sleep." If that's true, then that means I've probably failed in the past due to my inability to reach the correct level of relaxation.
>Lucid dreams are fun though, I love them. I like to fly around and then sometimes I will use my dream world like its GTA and I'm racking up stars and fleeing the cops lol. Its easy to re-create video games inside a lucid dream, try it sometime!
I don't really get lucid dreams very often anymore. I did have one recently where I was standing outside and saw like 3-4 tornadoes on the horizon at once, which made me realize I was dreaming. Unfortunately, it didn't last. The tornadoes dissipated, and I looked down at my hands to try to keep my mind distracted so I didn't wake up, but then I somehow forgot I was dreaming. I tend to think lucid dreaming would be a useful skill to develop for awareness after death.
>I think there is a guiding principle that dictates life above Time, above our current understanding. What even is time? Our ancient forebears used seasons, used day and night to track time but its a very strange and abstract thing to deeply consider, and I feel like it is a trap and impediment we should overcome to become something Better.
I believe time and space are illusory at higher levels of reality. I think that in ordinary waking reality we're basically stuck in a movie being played by someone else. But at a more fundamental level of reality, we become more like a projectionist controlling the film. Aliens sure don't seem to be bound by time and space at all.

>>172270
>I was trying to learn astral projection with binaural beats
I wouldn't trust either of those things tbh. Seems like a easy way to open yourself to malicious demon entities.
>try to prepare myself for death. I want to know what I'm getting into and hopefully avoid a fate like reincarnation.
Yeah, I'd like to avoid reincarnation too. I think there is credence to the "avoid the tunnel of white light" theory. If reincarnation is some unavoidable thing, then it is what it is, but in that case I want to go up the chain and not down it and come back on another planet and/or into a higher realm of consciousness. I've also been training intensely to avoid reincarnation and transcend it for the past few years although my attention of late has been on time dilation and a lot of existential questions
>I'm trying to learn manifestation
Its a little corny to say, but there really is power to positive thinking. Just don't be toxic positivity. There's nothing wrong with trying to be more positive, life is hard enough.
>I don't really get lucid dreams very often anymore.
When I was a kid, teen, and into my early 20's, dude I would lucid dream almost nightly! It was awesome! I still have them on rare occasions but its waned significantly.
>your tornado dream
Tornadoes, the sheer destructive power they hold feels so whacked out and out of proportion to what it is, wind, and like how they look visually. I respect the destructive power of them and hurricanes and stay away from them and pray they piss off and chill out. Scary how much damage they can cause. And you know after the Asheville NC man-made hurricane debacle, the government can and will use weather weapons on their own people, demented jewish sickness.
>I tend to think lucid dreaming would be a useful skill to develop for awareness after death.
Agree. Being able to detach and observe things impartially and from different ways of looking at things is a valuable skill to have.
>But at a more fundamental level of reality, we become more like a projectionist controlling the film
This is the visual imagery that I have about the whole concept as well, like watching a movie from the projectionist's box. At higher levels of consciousness and understanding, there is something else besides Time and Space we use to demarcate… well, Time and Space, lol. I don't know how else to say it.

>>172273
>I wouldn't trust either of those things tbh. Seems like a easy way to open yourself to malicious demon entities.
A big part of it has to do with avoiding giving off negative emotions like fear and also having the knowledge and ability to protect yourself, I think.
>Yeah, I'd like to avoid reincarnation too. I think there is credence to the "avoid the tunnel of white light" theory. If reincarnation is some unavoidable thing, then it is what it is, but in that case I want to go up the chain and not down it and come back on another planet and/or into a higher realm of consciousness. I've also been training intensely to avoid reincarnation and transcend it for the past few years although my attention of late has been on time dilation and a lot of existential questions
I've seen enough people bringing up the reincarnation trap hypothesis that I think there's truth to it. Unlike a lot of people, I don't believe it's a completely hopeless situation. I don't have any real knowledge of any of this stuff, but this seems like it could be accurate to me:
https://disclosurecorner.substack.com/p/reincarnation-the-trap-the-net-the

The idea of coming back to this planet doesn't appeal to me at all. I'm still not quite sure of how reality works or anything, but a lot of people claim we're in a multiverse scenario. If that's true and those who claim that each of us has our own solipsistic pocket universe where free will and morality don't matter (which sounds nightmarish to me), then I'd like to just learn to control as much as possible. What I'd really like to do is expand my awareness to all of existence to the point where there's no real feeling of separation between me and other people but I still have the option to opt out if I want to. I'm not one of those people who want to use "oneness" as an excuse to get others to relinquish their independence, but at the same time I feel walled off from other people in a way that I don't like.
>Its a little corny to say, but there really is power to positive thinking. Just don't be toxic positivity. There's nothing wrong with trying to be more positive, life is hard enough.
I think it comes down more to perceiving yourself in your desired state more than positive thinking in the way people usually think of it. As far as I'm concerned, it's counterproductive to lie to yourself instead of being honest about your feelings and working with yourself where you're at.
>When I was a kid, teen, and into my early 20's, dude I would lucid dream almost nightly! It was awesome! I still have them on rare occasions but its waned significantly.
I had them more often when I was a kid. I especially having one stand out to me where I was telling someone I encountered that we were in a dream, and he disputed that and claimed it was real life.
>Tornadoes, the sheer destructive power they hold feels so whacked out and out of proportion to what it is, wind, and like how they look visually. I respect the destructive power of them and hurricanes and stay away from them and pray they piss off and chill out. Scary how much damage they can cause. And you know after the Asheville NC man-made hurricane debacle, the government can and will use weather weapons on their own people, demented jewish sickness.
I've had tornado dreams for a while now, but they really picked up after I started watching a lot of tornado videos. I think they're both horrifying and fascinating. I get that they're just wind, but they almost come across like powerful, malevolent entities. I fully why ancient people would worship storm gods out of fear. Southern states especially have terrifying tornadoes. They're frequently rain-wrapped, obscured by forested terrain, and happen at night, so they're hard to see. If I remember right, they tend to be faster too. You get the danger of somewhere like the Midwest but without the upside of a visual spectacle that storm chasers are after. And if you're somewhere like Mississippi, I think it's more likely that your town isn't even going to have an adequate storm warning system. As if that wasn't bad enough, the soil conditions and high water tables in places like that make basements a rarity. A tornado could show up seemingly out of nowhere and kill you while you're in bed.

By the way, I'm on like my third reuse of a bag of pic related right now.

I had a dream that there was a little version of my mother who was connected to a sink by her intestines and levitated beneath it. Something resembling a tube protruded from her vagina. I tried to fuck her in that tube, but my dick had a hard time getting in. When I got in and started fucking her, her legs burst like fish bladders and sprayed me with hot pus. Then I woke up.

>>172305
Now we're having anons just making stupid shit up, this is the problem with dream logging threads, people lie to be quirky.

>>172306
It's that just your boring subconscious doesn't show you strange and crazy images, so you accuse others of lying.

I once had a dream where I was constantly trying to fly but for whatever reason whenever I gain lucid knowledge I can never master it and eventually my lucid dreams go black. I am usually pretty depressed/fighting demoralization, does anyone understand what is going on?

>>172311
You have something in your subconscious that is blocking you from flight. Find out why you're depressed and solve it. Or just stop giving a damn. Let go, be free. Imagine the tuxedo based pepe. Thats you! Stop giving a hoot! Be free

>>172312
I feel pretty chained to a lot of things out of control, and a lot of bad decisions/lack of action.

>>172313
I feel like that sometimes too, remorse and regret, haunted by the past. You just gotta stop caring and live completely in the moment. Screw it. What america has become and the modern american way of life I feel like is a bad contributor to this strain of malaise

>>172312
>>172313
>>172314
It's not just the USA, it's the West in general.
I blame it on boomers pushing everyone to fix their mistakes after they did all the coke and fucked all the whores they could.
People aren't living on the moment and merely stressed about the future of depressingly reminiscing about a better past.
IT'S AN ISSUE THAT PLAGUES MOST WHITE MEN AND IT NEEDS TO STOP, STOP OVERTHINKING, STOP THINKING ABOUT YOUR SHITTY PAST, LET GO AND JUST FUCKING LIVE YOUR LIFE

Forgot most of it but recently I dreamed about several fatal animal attacks on humans. I wasn't the victim but a spectator and I think I actively tried to kill the man-eater, which was a crocodile, in one. It made me think that nature was never exactly your friend. We can live relatively comfortable lives today because uncountable generations of humanity learned to manipulate nature and fight back against it. It also reminded me of armchair environmentalist retards, shitposting from their living rooms with the AC on and sipping on a latte, sperging about humans destroying habitats and species and thus deserving every calamity. These people can't even answer properly when you ask them "so where exactly do you think a human's natural habitat is? And what is a human's natural source of food?" If it is natural for sharks or crocs to be territorial towards humans and even eat them, why shouldn't the reverse also be true? Humans are the ones who invented the tools, including things such as weapons and vehicles that allowed them to even the odds against all sorts of creatures and environmental challenges.

On the other hand, I forgot who it was but there is one writer who said "humanity neither has the capacity to completely destroy the earth or to save it". People drum up scares about the nuclear war threat, climate change or whatever, but the Earth's own multiple extinction events were many times worse than any nuclear fallout could ever be and the planet still recovered each time.

>>172323
While I'm definitely against the destruction of nature, a lot of the people who are vocal about protecting the environment and living in harmony with the rest of the planet romanticize nature too much. A certain amount of hunting and killing is probably what living in harmony with nature would entail. I find the constant bitching about humanity from those people tiresome. We're the products of our biological makeup just like any other life form. Those same people would clutch their pearls over eugenics or the idea of reducing the reproduction of the same Third Worlders who trash the environment and seem to completely lack any kind of ecological consciousness.

>>172324
That hatred is only directed towarss whites. Even though it was shitskins who are actively destroying the earth atm.

>>172328
*towards

>>172324
It is pretty telling that professional hunters never say the kind of misanthropic shit I was talking about, because they already know what they're doing has very little impact on ecosystems, if any. Only the YouTube hunters and their well-rehearsed audience pandering lines do but those people will do anything for clout so they're not the real problem. It constantly pisses me off whenever I see some current year treehugger try to pontificate about not killing animals who have killed/consumed humans and try to spin it into something akin to sacrificing animals due to human stupidity. Even if these faggots only eat ze bugs or plants, they are still eating living beings processed into food.

>>172328
You could make the argument that industrialization is the problem, which is something that whites are responsible for. But even back in the 19th century you already had white conservationists and preservationists starting to push back against pollution and environmental destruction. I'm sure there are some people in Third-World countries who are concerned about those things, but it doesn't seem like it's very common. Do they have anyone equivalent to John Muir? It seems to me that industrialization doesn't have to lead to the destruction of the planet. In more civilized societies it could be the start of a dialectic that ends with a satisfactory balance between natural preservation and modern life. But I still don't know if we're there yet, even without Third Worlders factoring into the equation.

I'm so sick of leftist non worship and noble savage fetishism. In addition to looking the other way when industrialized nons destroy their lands, they confuse primitive societies not having the means to ravage the environment on the scale we're capable of today with them being philosophically opposed to doing so. Maybe there were some people who fit the bill of the wise "Native American" cliche and weren't just catering to white sentiments, but something tells me that their importance has been blown out of proportion.
>>172330
Serious hunters seem to have a lot more respect for nature than the armchair tree huggers who moan about hunting being cruel to animals. I lurk UFO-related subplebbits about UFOs and the paranormal pretty regularly (unfortunately, that's where the discussions look to be taking place nowadays), and I constantly see fags on there pushing the same type of self-flagellatory anti-human rhetoric that you see among certain types of environmentalists and hardcore "animal lovers." They say that humans are just so awful and irredeemable compared to aliens. First of all, we don't even really have a clear idea of the nature of aliens behavior at this point. Whatever they are, they seem to be all over the board in terms of how they act. Second of all, a lot of those people probably believe that aliens had a hand in creating humans or guiding along our evolution. If that's true, then wouldn't that group of aliens be to blame? Their way of thinking is basically just a post-Christian version of original sin. And just like blaming humanity for the way the earliest progenitors of their species supposedly behaved after being created that way by an all-knowing, all-powerful god, it makes no sense to blame humans if aliens had a hand in the way we act today.

I consider myself pretty misanthropic, but the type of intense disdain for their own species these compassionate philanthropists have goes way beyond mine.

>>172331
>alien progenitors
This is why I say the modern soymale's scientism is actually very religious in nature. They aren't genuinely interested in science, they just use it as a replacement for religion as something they can worship and to score internet points over le ebil chuds with. And there are actual scientists behaving this way because government grants and corporate sponsorships are their entire livelihood - almost like they're snake oil salesmen but with 110+ IQ. Which is arguably more dangerous than if they were just the average straight out con men.

Like you said, the plebbitors even incorporate the concept of original sin into their belief system. Prominent scientists and think tanks are their prophets and churches, and Twitter is their bible.

I just had a dream that I shit my pants while sleeping, woke up within the dream, and was in a panic trying to make it to the bathroom.

>>172342
I've had those before but its mostly with pissing. Sometimes I've even been woken up by those dreams and have to actually go IRL and wake up, bolting out the bed towards the bathroom

>>172347
Same, pissing dreams only, no poop.

One dream I had a while ago, I pissed in the dream, and I actually wet the bed. Others, I had to go, and woke up and went to the bathroom.

I think the idea is not to have too much to drink before bedtime, or at least make sure you empty your bladder before dozing off.

I keep having the same dream where all my teeth fall off from rot.

>>172349
Teeth falling out is a common dream subject. I used to to have dreams like that.

>>172349
I had the teeth falling out dream constantly for years. You need to attain power and strength to make it go away. Respectfully

and yes, I will go SNATCH UP Keira's kids, vitch!!

>>172366
nobody knows who you're talking about you fucking sped

>>172370
and you might be right, maybe he is some gooner mod that has a hard on for banning you
or maybe
and this is just a maybe:
mods are banning your posts because you spam the same image over and over and over and over and over and over?
Inah you're right it's probably some mod mad that you constantly btfo him.

>>172348
>gooner mod pisses himself
lmfao

>>172373
That wasn't very nice to your long lost brother.