No.374912
I was too sheltered to watch that sort of thing back then.
No.374914
>>374908In the '90s there was a reality travel show that aired on E! after midnight called "Wild On…". They would go to beaches and discotheques and show hot young women dancing in thongs and things like that. Eventually, enough fundies must have complained because they began to pixelate the asses.
>Spawn: The Animated SeriesI remember renting it because we didn't get HBO, it was edgy but not that great.
>Fatal Fury: The Motion PictureIt was aired on the Sci-Fi channel and perhaps Spike after that, they originally showed Mai in the thong but in later broadcasts it got censored. They never did show the nipples on cable.
>Urusei YatsuraNever seen it. Did it have nudity or ecchi moments?
>Cathouse: The SeriesDidn't see it because I didn't have HBO.
>Most Adult Swim programmingAdult Swim/Toonami were pretty good about not censoring the violence, but I do not recall much in the way of sexual content.
No.374915
They made me go to bed at 11pm and also there was only one tv in the house with cable access and in the boonies you get like 1 or 2 channels with just an antenna back then. Nothing was there to watch but appliance direct at night if i broke the rules. It was impossible to sneak into the living room to watch tv past bedtime even if they allowed you to be awake. I had a small handheld tv that got the signal, old cable wires leaked the signal somehow, and it was taken away and pawned. I asked for it back one day and he said 'what tv' so I'm sure he pawned it. Breaking the rules could lead you to being incarcerated basically so I had to behave. During the day either kids watched cartoons or the man of le household watched science fiction. I never got to watch shit myself hardly ever and never ever at night. We also had precious little video games and were not allowed to ask for any electronic for our bdays nor xmas.
Consider yourself/yourselves privilege checked.
t. a Floridian foster child that had had his
actual father's handheld tv stolen for being up past 11pm.
No.374916
*an x 'foster' child
I'll always be one though. Nature vs 'nurture' leaves no room for choice. Something to be said/typed about arrested development.
Le fostering environment.
No.374917
>>374916Why were you a foster kid? Why did your parents lose custody of you?
No.374924
>>374917>at first put into school at around age 6>taken out due to sick supposedly>not put back in again until age 9 in first grade>mother sent father nearly to prison but dropped charges over him being violent>they ended up ratting on one another in a court of law over time>abducted during school one day at age 10 and a half>later told mother has munchausen by proxy>father is schizoaffective>both families hate each other so no one raises me>anyone that wanted to was talked out against by the other side of the family in court>had an older brother, nearly 13, so did not get adopted as 10ish is old as it is>stayed in foster care with autismal brother until aged 18>have not even seen him since was 17 and are now 37Basically my mother married an abusive retard and took me out of school and sent me to the doctor too often and was a sort of hypochondria by proxy. Her first husband she had no children with and sense he was more abusive and her own father and her sisters and brother were abusive to her she is okay with my faggot ass father in comparison. At one point he nearly went to prison for throwing shit at her when she wanted to call the police on him. He tore the phone out of the wall and threw it at her and was dumb enough to admit it to the police. She lurves him though so she dropped the charges. Later he was spanking me in anger and such and she took pictures and sent them to people. She end up with the felony charge of child neglect and he did not get charged. One time he spanked me and broke my finger. Another time he lifted me over furniture and dislocated my elbow or shoulder, I do not remember. She married her first husband to protect her stepdaugher from the abusive man he was with by the way. Your society is funny that way. I myself stayed with my brother, sabotaging myself as he started trying to get me to fuck off so I left him behind when he was already of age and still living with shitty people that did not care about him. He would rat on me and try to get me incarcerated and such and so I figured I'd let him live on the streets for all I cared. I remember him asking me to give him a week to get on his feet and I was all like naw, at the age of 17 I fucked off out of there and he was only there due to me but did not realize it as he sat there calling me a crazy idiot whilst reading the same book over and over again and laying down and sleeping in front of people on the sidewalk in HS like an actual crazy person would. One time they refused to take him to the library for an an entire year even though he had book fines. He would never learn his lesson. I would have bounced around starting at 12 otherwise if not for his autistic and 'well behaved' ass.
Oh yeah, about the brother, her own brother used to fuck her before she was even hitting puberty. I tell her to move out and go to a 55+ communitity when I get angry enough to talk shit about her relationship and she says she's a felon and cannot be accepted into them. She's on a check for a long time now. My own father has been on a check himserlf since before I was even in foster care, before age 10. Neither own a car nor house. I live with them since I was 22 as I cannot afford rent. I did not talk to them from age 10.5 to 20. From 10 onwards I was not allowed to even call them and no visits were allowed. I could have been kicked out and lost my brother. They used the kicked out threat a lot to control children. Didn't clean your room? Two week's notice! Time to GO PACK YOUR BAGS
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No.374925
cont.
I feel the need to bring up that my father's family was pentecostal and my mother was catholic also. I am agnostic but wear the sigil of Lucifer on my left ring finger to remind me why I don't believe in god and that if I did I'd not side with im. I put it on two years ago when some girl asked me out then broke up with me before we had sex with the excuse that I did not pay attention to her children as much as I did to her. I had only new her for one month. I'm sure she'll get with a GREAT guy. Women. But the ring, I remember in the 9th grade or so thinking that if god were this mean he can't be good and that if I ever believed in anything so silly as this bullshit again I'd side with Satan. I had no one to love. I did not love god, my country, my brother hated me and now I don't love him either, I no longer loved my mother or father and still do not, and had no gf and they would not even let me go to church as they figured a teen pregnancy could happen and they didn't want to have to go to court over it. I lost my v-card at 17 after running away temporarily in foster care, cutting through Ocala national forest to avoid detection on my second try from an all boys youth home full of niggers, and had sex finally after starting to go silver. I ended up living with her and her parents in a place with only a bait and tackle shop in a 5 mile radius and therein lied the win98 computer in my room that was added not the side of a trailer home with plane plywood and no AC. A wild cat would come up through the floorboards to knead me at night and also insullation was hanging everywhere in the gfs room on the opposite side. The roof would leak and I'd get rained on. My bed had no mattress. The mother told me she'd cut my dick off if I had sex with her of course. We did it anyway. Before you ask we were in the same grade but I'm sure you can do maths so I'll include the part where I skipped the third grade, so that made me 18 with her being 16, of which is a giant no-no in America, even though I was in the 10th grade at sixteen, the end of it anwyay, and 18 at the beginning of the 11th. We lost vcards with her being 15 and me 17. This was the only person I ever had sex with to this current date. We dated until I was 20 and she was 18. She was the one that asked me out and she was the one that broke up with me. She went into the navy. My foster father was ex military and her own stepfather was dishonably discharged and so with my hatred of exmilitary personel I told her I'd not wait for her. I would have but it's not like she was drafted so I was highly offended. We both hated her stepfather and my own foster father was a cunt, why would she leave? I had said crazy things was one reason. I also pretty much would not put out as that was forbidden to do and she said she'd not get an abortion if she got pregnant. She used to complain that it was like we were brother and sister. So once you realize we were both in love that's why I put on the sigil of Lucifer at age 35, because the second chance pissed me off that much. She was 25 btw, and had two kids from two other guys, said she loved me on day one, and was five foot nothing, before you wonder, and was from a military familiy.
I remember the niggers saying I was a pedo for having a 15 year old gf at 17 even though we were in the same grade and she asked me out. (She was not fat and had big boobs btw, but niggers want that fat ass, not that they ever saw her as they were not allowed in school due to being criminals as the entire state of FL would not take me, no foster parents would, when I was 17 and decided to leave my older bother behind, so I ended up in a strange ranch at the edge of the forest. Now days imageboards are the same so I'm sure I'll catch shit for this 2 year gap. 9 but also 10 near the end of the year in first grade, 10/11 in 2nd, 11/12 in 4th, 12/13 in 5th, 13/14 in 6th, 14/15 in 7th, 15/16 in 8th, 16/17 in 9th, 17/18 in 10th, 18/19 in 11th, 19/20 in 12th, hence I am 20 when she is 18 and also 17 when she was 15. On xmas break is when I ran away into the forest and cut through it to her house. She had told me her address as I asked if I could come over for xmas break. The fake foster parents said no. I went anyway. The last time I had heard from her we were at the library before that break. I had no contact at all with her and that ads to the drama a lot from back then. I had never met her stepfather and she was getting huffy with him when he came to pick her up and threatend to call DCF as he hauled her off from the library away from me. I remember being tempted to grab a brick off of the ground and attack when the words DCF came out of his mouth. I used to watch the back of his head and glance at a hammer a lot when I lived with him. Anyway, I don't care enough to self censor a bunch today so you'll just have to suffer.
No household gave me a computer with Internet access nor tv access, sometimes not at all, from 10-20. I was happiest from 18-20 with her but also very happy at 20 when I had Internet and a tv set up in my place but that was in 2009 so I cannot relate to the thread and have just shat upon it. Obviously.
No.374926
*since
And I did not mean to imply that she still is around her brother. I meant my father's relationship with her. She has not seen her own brother for probably more than 20 years. Along with partially silver hair by age 17 I got my first migraine, the headaches that make you go partially blind. I even wet the bed off and on around that time and sleep walked, if it was sleep walking. No point in my telling me entire life story though, I just felt like adding that to the whole privilege check thingy. It matters. Most people were spoiled. I also threw out my back at 17 riding a horse. That was fun, being that bored in that ranch. I wonder what other strange types would be on imageboards and are usually disappointed due to the lack of apparent abnormalfaggotry.
By 20 I had many many tv shows I got to watch btw. My very own tv. Whoppie.
No.374927
*dishonorably
*17 at the end
etc
not worth fixing (just like my life!)
/blog
No.374932
>>374928>>374931Now, I'm standin' alone in a crowded room
And we're not speakin'
And I'm dyin' to know
Is it killin' you like it's killin' me? Yeah
I don't know what to say since the twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
No.374933
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>>374915>>374916>>374924>>374925>>374926>>374927Sorry to hear that anon, I live right next to a foster home and kids have it rough there.
I'm constantly bringing back shit like toys and clothes to the caretakers that some bullies throw over to my house, some caretakers are absolute cunts as well, to the point the other neighbors have called the cops on them for screaming bloody murder over a bunch of bratty kids.
Life's already a bitch without having parents to protect you (or even abuse you, at least they can care in their own fucked up way).
>>374928>>374931>>374932Just kill yourself already poozach, my god you're worthless.
No.374946
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