/truth/ - Paranomal

>>4862
And you see all of this stupid shit and ask me, "There's actually Congresspeople voting about cutting of boy's dicks and girl's tits?! The holocaust is going to happen for real this time, isn't it?!

i only seen shadow ppl in the corner of my eye when i smoke weed sometimes, maybe cannabis is partly from a different planet? could be who knows

>>4864
I was blackout drunk when I posted this and totally forgot all about it. It is true though. I mainly started having this issue when I was doing some /fringe/ tier shit with black mirrors, red candles, and sigilmancy for lucid dreaming gymnastics. That's when I finally opened the gates to these people. A bit scary at first, but once I managed my lucid dreaming skills, I'd rush and attack them. Heartbreaking, I found that they were all dead souls. I think I scared them because they would all cower under my hand. So, I started working with Hecate, and I tamed the ghosts. After that, no more nightmares, no more demons, no more terrified dead souls. Everything changed. It's changed into a loving relationship where the lost souls seek my love and friendship. The shadows still surround me, but I no longer fear them, because they're my friend. Did I accidentally become a necromancer of sorts?

>>4864
>i only seen shadow ppl in the corner of my eye when i smoke weed sometimes
I really am going blind slowly, but that's when I see it too. The only thing I can say is not to be afraid of them. Invite them. They'll help you.

>>4866
yes u channeled them, you must of. or your schizo.

>>4862
The closest I've ever come is lying in bed at night with my eyes closed and having a feeling of dread come over me like there was a menacing presence in the room with me. I was too scared to open my eyes and look. I think I might have had sleep paralysis too, since that happened at a time in my life when I experienced it at least once while in the same circumstances.

Do you know what's causing your blindness or if there's anything that can be done about it?
>>4866
What are your experiences like working with her? Have you seen her or anything?

>>4868
I kinda fear it's a bit of both. Novice magic and my family has a history of mental illness. My grandfather went crazy in his 50s, but not a bad crazy, but fun and goofy crazy like he just stopped giving a fuck. I was in a dark place during C0V1D. Full blow alcoholic, isolated, and lonely. I started delving into magic and made a plea to any spirit that would hear me to help me overcome my loneliness. Well, I'm not alone anymore. Careful what you wish for.

>>4864
When I smoke weed, I hear music, new music, that my head is composing in real time. I also start hearing voices if I get too sleepy. This phenomena didn't start to occur till after I'd summoned the shadows.

>>4869
>Do you know what's causing your blindness or if there's anything that can be done about it?
Retinal tears and macular degeneration.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozZQIZ_52YY
I go to a retina specialist now and we've discussed retina surgery for the tears and once progressed enough, eye injections till the end. This explains part of my problem because you could ask, "Are you really seeing shadows and flashes of light or just imagining it?" The answer may be both. The flashes of light and shadows and floaters are all part of the symptoms.

>What are your experiences like working with her? Have you seen her or anything?
No. It seems to me that the major deities like YAHWEH, Lilith, and Hecate don't work with noobs. That's why you need Jesus, Angels, Fallen, or lesser gods to work with. My original plea was to YAHWEH and Hecate, or an SOS to whoever would hear me. That's when Hecate helped, but later referred me to working with Artemis. Major gods are jealous of each other, but lesser gods don't seem to mind. I also pray to Michael and Raphael, as well as Artemis, Hermes, and Persephone. It gives me a balance of light and dark. They play together nicely, so it seems. INB4 "You're going to hell, magician!"

This all started with Lucid Dreaming. Once I realized I possessed this talent and could work with it, I chased it. This was a result of something called "shift worker syndrome" from screwing with my circadian rhythms and sleep patterns too frequently. My body was awake while my mind was asleep and my body was asleep while my mind was awake. This takes you to the border where dreams blend into reality.