I have a suspicion I may have been involved in some kind of, if not Australian MK ultra rip off, then typical ritual abuse sometime before or during the age of four. I have very little proof or evidence so I will post the reasons I believe so and if you think something is up you can give me signs and stuff that may help discern the truth.
My father is a schizophrenic and and at the time a drug user, I remember one instance where he rocked up and confronted mom's boyfriend and drug dealer with a screwdriver, demanding to talk to my mother who got custody and had my two younger siblings with my dad's best friend (before doing the same to him, getting her tubes tied and then sleeping with like 30 other dudes). The drug dealer wasn't a nigger though and genuinely a cool dude (most of the boyfriends were and were taken advantage of). This place is the first main house where I have coherent memories as my mom, being a pothead since 13, moved around heaps, stopping for three years for me to do prep up to grade three. Numerous notable things in this period
>The half caste kid neighbour convinced me at age four or so to engage in sexual acts. He was only a couple years older than me, I remember he had two friends that only came over once and were also a couple years older than him, they were into it too. It is around this point where I was swayed from the light of God>I do not know if it was before or after, but grandad got us to watch a Christian movie about box jelly fish a lot of times, and one time in my room I talked to an entity or what I thought was one but actually myself which told me we had to 'kill Jesus's by waiting in the dark stuff outside the tunnel and then thanking him with a kitchen knife which I had been holding when I died childish I know but it's what my kid brain thought of. the thing I talked to encouraged me to perform sexual acts on myself, which of course no kid my age could possibly come up with
>My grandfather who unwittingly married a 'polish jew' as he calls her has many stories of Jesuits, Catholics and Jews that supposedly ran this town and subsequently the state. His wife cheated on him frequently and he is convinced only two of his kids are his, my mother and uncle (uncle supposedly died of alcohol poisoning but my grandad says it was for insurance money by his wife's side of the family). His wifes father was chief of police in the tPost too long. Click here to view the full text.